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itsTOOcomplicated

2006-03-30T17:39:00.000+08:00

all i wanna do is to be good to ppl but ppl turns out to use me. what am i doing? i pity ppl and i end up following whatever they tell me to do..for zaki's situation..he end up liking me ..first i felt the effection but i help myself to realise that i do not like him and he is just my friend. he is still on my skin..he wants to try to win me back from myself..hehe...he wants to bring me out for my b'dae..but im having a chalet and i dont want him to feel used coz he might buy for me stuff and i still dont like him..all his jokes doesnt amuse me anymore..last weekend my family had a chalet and i was sick..sore throat was bad and i cant hear my own voice..a slight fever too...i nvr gt the chance to swim for the 1st day..i also skip band dat day..my mom was very upset when i demanded to go for band despite my sore throat...so to prevent the 'blablabla' from my mom i actually listened to her..for the 2nd day i recovered abit and got the permission from my mom to go for a swim..i happy i was!..=p i was with my dad bro-in-law n 2 cousins..we began to play volleyball in water at around 1130am...which is near noon and i know that its gonna be hot ..i still played the game as the day wasnt that hot but there was an intense heat which gave me sunburn! ahhh! my face is all red not..the skin is starting to peel off..i got two tones of skin colour now...oh man!
everything is so hard now im starting to struggle..i hate the feeling..everyone is a pain in the ass..

Who?s got my back now?

When all we have left is deceptive

So disconnected

So what is the truth now?

Theres still time?

All that has been devastated

Can be recreatedRealize

We pick up the broken pieces

Of our lives

Giving ourselves to each other?

ourselves to each other

To rest our head on

catch a falling star...

2006-03-04T16:24:00.000+08:00

ive been so cooperative to friends and myself..i finally felt like i have friends that would really treasure me the way i am and be very comfortable with me..but friends are not forever to depend on...i became lonely again, i dont know how to react anymore..im caught in the middle...

she just quit softball and she's the only girlfriend who has been so nice to me..i felt invisible again..wen she is moody i dont know how to react..but i want us to be happy always..but i know, i wont be forever, i dont have a friend quality..i have such low self-esteem..i try not to care what people think when i go with my friends..for the first time i felt freedom and i am myself...

i got to know this guy..he got a low profile at first, it was abit awkward wen he message me the first time...but he was so good to me..for the a long time, ive been appreciated again..i hope he will be by my side when i need him...
i have no one now..i dont know how to be alone...
i hope by den ill be by his side too...

he is patient
he is clever
he is fun
he is lame
he is immatured
and the most important is...
he is right there
...For me

further-away

2005-12-06T14:11:00.000+08:00

till now i haven watch harry potter..damn..very hopeful it will be today..but just knew dat my brother-in-law cant take half day so me, my sis and my bro can watch together..damn..i have done onli some of my hw..im worried..

i felt really lonely nowadays...like my sis, whom i always talk to, is in italy and the other is always in school and come home quite late..or she will be with her boyfren,abg firzad..(my beloved brother..hahahaha)and now my elder sis is always in the room sometimes..and my mom is always nagging at me...it seems like ive done everything wrong...everything is so hard..i just wanna go out..verily hopeing any of my frens wld wanna ask me out..anyone..guy or girl...i juz wanna go out!!!!!!!!!

my nephew is very soon 4months...the previous two weeks he was having diarrhoea..and his cheeks deflate..now he is doing good and his cheeks are wrking..its infalting!!!haha...he look like a pear..haha..he got damn long lashes..i mean literally..its longer then mine..i feel like biting him..haha...

movies to watch...harry potter,goblet of fire+ just like heaven+ sky high+ zathurah(i dono y i wanna watch dis show..hehe)

...~~haunted~~ am i

untitled

2005-11-17T16:33:00.000+08:00

its so soon to be sec 3 next year.. i got the class that most of my sec2 classmates wants, which is 3c, E3G..im taking geography,pure chemistry and biology..there is lotsa rumors(or true) that in pure biology, we have to cut frogs.eewww! thats purely disgust disgusted disgusting... im scared to get gd class..wat if i cant cope with the work? what if i retain again next year?...its nt even 2006 yet and im scared..but ill try my best yeah...anyway my nephew is 3 months yr, haha,cute..he gt a cubby cheek..mayb ill watch harry potter;goblet of fire, tomorrow...hopefully...hehe

the end

iTs The eNd oF mE

2005-10-13T09:48:00.000+08:00

Woo..exams over...holiday for 4 days but maybe im onli gonna have like 1 dae of freedom, whick is sunday...coz todae,i freaking have to go to school bcoz of a case tat someone wanna steal my hp...pity me..me come other victims are waiting for the police to come..in about 1 hr...dats freaking pathetic..i reach here at 9am..ya dis is sucky...i feel like going hm and sleep and come back to school...or tell the police to come to my house and ask me questions rather den going to school again...ok lets stop ranting...friday; there is sectionals..saturday;there band..haiz..FREEDOMLESS! its right after exams and there is band! give us a break man...

ok..i got sumone in my mind for quite sometime but he dont notice...haha...i just wanna bare in mind that i have a crush on someone..haha..

anyone reading dis...mayb its u!

*suspend*suspend*

wishes to wish.....

2005-09-24T12:38:00.000+08:00

nowadays im quite busy trying to catch up with my classmates...yup they are smart ppl...im like the low low ppl....yesterday i study till 3am yup...i covered science already...hoping to cover home econs today and study geography tomorrow....yup...verlily in confused situation now...

*wishes*::::pass all my exams(everyone wants that), to be an architecture......................*****

s1x feEts Under...

2005-08-05T15:22:00.000+08:00

peek-A-bo0..its been ages since i update my blogspot...have been busy and lazy.i dont wanna flunk with my studies but ya, still need more work to be done...haizZ..guess im just lonely now so spend alot time at home also...dats good but nagger are there to throw words at me..damn...im so lonely..i gonna forget all the guys i had b4 and start fresh..so..im kinda available but not gonna have any companion...studies comes first...but still, i wanna talk to someone at least...haha...dont hesitate to talk to me..aite..ill keep in touch soon...peace out!!

underneath my skin

2005-05-30T12:52:00.000+08:00

life.. life.. now i'm hooked with some other guy whom i don't expect to be with rite now...i juz need to be with my n MY own life now..stop asking me questions about that guy..its none of your concern..........life...

wat a day

2005-03-08T17:38:00.000+08:00

hello peoplessss...its been quite some time i didnt update my bloggy..haizz..u noe me..im just plain lazy..hehe..btw now im just the single oh me..yahoo!
ok now i've change my image and my hair is totally short and nice...haha...though SOME people dont like it.they said i look like a guy...oni people with no taste say dat yup..haha..aite...im just bored rite now doing nothing.so finally my brain and body could agree for me to update my bloggy..haha..weird..any how,im starting to pass, but border line only..but whu cares..i pass!!haha...okok but no hopes too high..GOD BLESS ME!!aite, now im just playing with my hair..hair...and btw, my mom cut it for me!!haha!bye^

boring boring!

2004-12-17T17:58:00.000+08:00

ok...the reason im bloggin now is bcoz im bored and bcoz wan kept buggin' me around to update my blog....oh ya...his here kpo reading ppls blog...hahaha...:p...im bored..
bout haziq is another ting...i cant msg him coz my prepaid low...and he dont hav the courage to call me up or he cant...haizz...hahaz...but its ok coz no one can disturb me!haha...yup...oh man i got ntgh to rite ah...oh ya...tmr we having band and i must wake up early tomolo...aaarrrr!!!dat means i must sleep early todae...oklah...see ya guys tomolo during band...:t

yest was fun!

2004-12-16T23:31:00.000+08:00

yesterdae was fun...yup...but haziq wasnt ther lah:p...oklah..very tiring...first wen i wen ther,i wen to rent the bicycle...it was fun coz i didnt got to cycle since long ago..i was so hapi!!hahaz...k...den now my butt n my thighs hurts....hahaha...and ya...it lasted for 1 hour and after dat i got the picture of hanis and syaherah holding their fishes at the jetty...hahaz..yup...den after cycling we got back to the pit...den after chilling around.me and syaherah wen to swim in the sea..haha...yup....had the fun den some stupid tings cut my foot...now i have cuts on my foot...damn!!!okok..den after dat wen home wif shira..but we wen to parkway first to eat!!hahaz..den i wen home...i reach home around 8pm+...yup...den my both foot hurts n my body aches!!aaarrr!!!!

yupyup at home...

2004-12-11T15:12:00.000+08:00

ya..me at home rite now..didnt noe wat to do so decided to undate my blogspot...about today,slept at 1am(yest-today)..suppose to wake up at 5.45am..but i woke up at 5.57,then i set my alarm at 6am wen i oni have 3 mins of sleep after dat..hahaha...yup,i woke up at 6am den,i wen out at 6.30am..i took the bus to my sis work place coz we planned to have breakfast together...ya...juz teeling u all noe i slept at 1am coz i was on the fon wif my sis till 12.30 den havee the intensity to msg wan till 1 yup...haha...so i had 5 hours of sleep..haha..i slept in the bus wen i was on the way to my sis work place...hehex...so ya...now waiting for my sis to wake up from her sleep and mabe go and watch movie wit my 2nd sis...all the sis going out tonite...but......
my another sis wen for her HONEYMOON...aaawww so cute...hopefully ill get a niece or nephew..hehe...cant wait...or both!!haha...so now onli 3 sis going out tonite(hopefully)...hehex...dats all for todae ya...

2004-12-06T21:04:00.000+08:00

saxaphones!!

2004-12-06T20:57:00.000+08:00

LoveLove**

boring at home

2004-12-06T17:32:00.000+08:00

during the holiday...its so relaxing(at last)..but it became so boring everytime coz i cant meet my frenz often...hehe...yup...now me and the 2nd guy ya...but he is not like e 1st...i nvr expect anyting from dis guy yet i have many expectation from e 1st...im so bored...+ blablabla +...haiz, wat shld i do...alot of ting is bothering me...so confused now...

Now me wif sumone else!!

2004-12-05T15:10:00.000+08:00

me very excited once e 1st guy asked me out dat dae...hehex...yup...me watch 'The Incredibles' wif him yup!! hapi!!dat was on tuesdae,23 november 2004....hahax...still can remember the date...hehe...its like a dream come true...;)...+++++but....BlaBlaBla happen now wan n me had a fight...coz he told dat SUMONE dat i like 'the 2nd guy' and it was too fast....it really is!!!!my god!!so we had our band camp...the 2nd guy and me had dis eye contact..hehex...so now im wif him yup....but i was still into the 1st guy...(03122004)wif the 2nd guy...hehex...but i juz wished tings will go well and i wont regret wat i've done...+++++++

moral of the story : im still into 1st guy but at the same time im wif the 2nd guy,but not so into him yet...haizz...wat shld i do??!!!++confused++

Selamat Hari Raye!!

2004-11-21T16:18:00.000+08:00

hey selamat hari rayer everyone!!me very busy lah nowadays...me making TARTS!!haha..very tiring seh...now very stressed up coz sumting happened to me tat shldnt have and others shld nvr had..OMG!u shld say wen u heard it from me..onli hanis and jannah and two of my sis noe bout it..and it sucks to the core k...my my...
yest got band and it was so nice to see the guy dat i lky NOW...okok..haha...Wan noes bout it yup!!and yest, yup we msg till dono wat time..so hapi!!haha..den we gonna go out..haha..(u wanna noe ask me!)...haha...so hapi..den juz now the person dat let the ting happen came to my house!!damn!!!so not my luck...wat the hell...den wan was like lexs ah...if anyting happen to me tell him dats wat he said...cool...ok me gonna juz stick to my room now...dont wanna go out alr...okok...got to go! dono wat to do alr...

LasT daE 0f skO0L!!!

2004-10-29T13:47:00.000+08:00

WoW! todae we had our half dae at skool coz ...todae is the last dae of skool till 3rd of january 2005..wen we r sec 2(A)!!!so it means i'll be seeing Hanis again,man~...so juz now we had to clean the classroom..im gonna miss being sec 1(s)..but life has to go on N on N on...

But UNlucky me i didn get my report book..damn!Mr najeeb didn even let me see it..coz of financial ~lalala....but all i have to say is i get to go to express stream,n,2A..haha...so..ya, Hanis is gonna be ther wen i get back to skool..N will continue to irritate me..hehe

Den,hanis was suppose to go to her grandma house..but we decided to go to Hanis' house to watch a DVD from her house...so she said we can watch 'Princess diaries 2'..but u noe her alwaes say sumting she is not sure of..so we end up watching 'stepford wives'..the show is.. hahaha..find out urself..so here i am blogging coz Hanis ask me to..~motherlymotherly her..ok..dats all for todae..

nice dae todae..

2004-10-22T19:41:00.000+08:00

todae me and my fellow classmates had our netball inter-class and we won 1st runner up...cool..i must say the last game was abit tuff..wah i nvr felt so proud wen i scored the first goal..everyone congratulate me for dat...so united...okok...the match was funny coz the ppl(s) doesnt noe how to play...haha..they cheated alot but the Empirer did make it as foul or contact...so fustrating..aaarrrgghh!!
ok den 1I and 1A compete for the last round before anouncing wat class will win..
1.the class(1I) was aggresive, i must say..
2.they didnt noe the rules..
3.they didnt play fairly, coz wen they are suppose to get foul they didnt get it but our class alwaes got it...
4.they had alot of stepping
5.they have alot of contact...

our captain was pissed of by dat...and she didnt wana take the medal...okok.its over now..but we won sumting...maybe we didnt won the GOLD medal, but for us we won for teamspirit..the spirit we have in us which make us proud...

ya rite....hehe...but really we had our best ther...

confused,stupid...

2004-10-13T21:44:00.000+08:00

heloo...so long didnt update my bloggy...missing it so much...!!!hehe..
about my exams..haha...dont wana tok bout it...maybe im gonna fail 2 sub...haiyaa...so stressed up...nowadays i always felt anger wen ppl call my name ask me to do dis do dat ..lalalalala...blablabla...i dono y...its juz me..juz cant control wats happening...aarrhh!!!my mom always complain to me blablabla..bout the house.the work...haizz...juz cant help it...one day my name will be called like countless times..haiz..im so pissed off!!
okok..bout HIM...he happen to like someone else and he didnt tell me bout it..he juz ignore and live wif it...oh yah my predictions are correct,wats gonna happen...haizz...he juz make it'beta'!!!AAAARGGGRRRGHH!!
me gtg now...sleepy alr...dono wat to do wif my life...

band is gonna be over if i fail!!OVER!!!!

band wen home early..

2004-09-25T17:29:00.000+08:00

t0daeTodae, band wen home early, coz the sec 3 gonna hav their exams on mondae so we wen out at bout 430pm though im so tired..todae his 13th birthdae..haha...i sms him at midnite sharp..12am!!hehe...but, he dint come for band todae..he said he had a "kenduri" ...*haiz*..*reasonReasons*i tot he will do someting after band or wadave..maybe he is scared he'll get 'sabo'(hehe)..or juz lazy!!
yestdae me wen to tkps(telok kurau pri. sch.)for a lanttern festival...i wen wif sufian(the cute guy a.k.a. my bro-in-laws nephew)he is 4 yrs old..hehe..he cried wen the festival started coz they wen to switch off all e lights..haha..okok...me gtg lah...need to bathe alr...tata ...me bought a fon strap and a sheepy waterbottle..(cute!)

word of the dae: sax' xy saxophonist..heheh..

todae todae

2004-09-22T14:16:00.000+08:00

history test was ...was...aarrr...was...TERRIBLE!!i didnt noe how to do even one question..maybe gonna fail..haizz..didnt study dat much..but it seems dat all my fren doesnt noe how to do it..hehe..surely fail..hehe..HE told me i must study hard now and dont go 4 sectionals often coz exam were juz around the corner..he told me to make my FAMILY and HIM proud..so touching..btw..the insult insult*tingy..it was juz temporary..i juz update it 4 a while..lah...hehe..im so naughty!!but its all the fact...hehe(4 the one whu noes wat im toking bout)..
anyhow///....i got hp alr!!haha..excited..dats y lah now quite close to him..always sms..hehe oklah..tata..need to go 4 band...

sadsad times...

2004-09-12T16:57:00.000+08:00

everyone noes i have dis crush on dis guy called HE all dis while...so dis is the story bout me and him now.dis all started wen he started telling me dat im different now...
he called me den we talk and talk wen he said 'to me now u r very differnet den last time'so i asked him 'y?'..he told he he cant tell me by the fon coz he was afraid to tell me.so we plan to chat online, den he can tell me bout it..i cant wait..of course we talked first..den get into the topic..he said i was :~quiet(not so active), ~said den he is selfish once he didnt talk to me...but i mean ..com'on lah,im juz joking, ~i didnt tell him wat he wanna noe..wen its a secret i cant tell him wat,rite??
den i told him 'u dono how feel rite now'...den he said 'ya i dunnoe,so juz forget me lah..'
my goosh how can he say dat..dat was VERY harsh..i was totally heart broken...ive liked him since february..it has been 7 months now..dis is how he treats me...he said it was the best...but it certainly not!!!i cried and cried.
the next dae i wen for sectionals wif a headache and red eyes,must be the crying..sigh*
den dat dae i wen online and my fren was online too den he/she told me HE said sumting to him/her ..so he/she told me dat HE doesnt like me i was veryveryvery heart broken..i cried and cried..while my fren told me bout it suddenly a song dat HE sang to me, was played in the radio..
the next dae (11092004)we wen to regent sec for an exchange..my face was very blue coz everyone kept asking me y am i looking like dat...all i said was i was tired..everyone doesnt seem to understand how im feeling.haiz*den we did a challenge called 'etude duels' wif the regent..shira tolded me she's quiet sad not being the best player..she regret playing wif *ehem*(a duet)coz tt*ehem*messed up the whole ting..den the saxophones had a cheer before lunch..cool..we played games,then..it onli gets exciting if onli we contribute..
on dat dae itself,he called me..i was surprised den i realise den he doesnt noe dat i noe he doesnt like me..dat moment i was writing my diray*crycry*..den he ask me y my voice was different..i said coz i was sick but...*ehem*but he noes eventually..coz he ask me was i crying..i juz cant run away.sigh*ok now frenz lah..

sumtimes a guy would be the perfect guy ever but,

in times he would juz say sumting which would really hurt ure feelings:(

todae band...

2004-09-04T13:22:00.000+08:00

actually rite skool holidaes are starting but we still have band and some remedials ...so boring..i wanna juz stay at home and sleep...but..exams are coming soon,so cant linger around often now...juz now band half dae onli so boring...i dont wanna go home early!!so now im at hanis(hahaha shes sick!!)home..jannah is playing the piano now.. titanic some more(sedih siak!!)...shira didnt come to band todae coz she wen overseas...bestkan...no need to go 4 band...so juz now didnt do much at band..so den me hanis and jannah wen mc donalds...den saw 'him' in the double decker bus.. he smiled at me and waved at me some more!! wah so happyyy!! den 'he' msg hanis asked her where is aisah going...so here i am at hanis's house..if onli i have a hp..haizzz...oklah..gtg...*tagboard repaired by hanis!!*

*every dae i waste in sigh..hoping u wld call me....

so long didnt update...

2004-08-31T21:00:00.000+08:00

yahooo!!!so long i didnt update coZ pc sux...hehe...cant even check my emails...haizz....im juz like the normal daes..tok bout guys all the time,the crush tingy..hehez..i wen to my primary scholl juz now..planning to meet my teachers..but wen i came ther we were ask to go out coz the visiting hours are over...stupid..i dint see my teachers...*crycry*but have the chance to tok on the fon wif 1 of my teachers..she's so cute(cikgu sharifah)so hapi got to meet all my frens(my group)..but the other frens were all like "minahs & mats"..so ugly looking ppl..hehe..they looks weird on the type of fashion ..*gossipgossip*hehez..oklah...gtg...niteynitey..

ND parade

2004-08-06T12:29:00.000+08:00

me juz came back from skool..juz now i had a parade and was very excited bout it but i didnt play so well lah..den we wen to the AVA room to keep our intruments and take our picture..but my saxophone section didnt have their chance to take one..haizz..dis is like the first and the last ND parade wif my seniors..so sad:(
now..im heart broken and had a choice whether to forget or to remember..it has been so long now..even now i seldom tink bout it and juz go wif my pace..
i came back home juz now and guess wat?my mom was asleep..i prefer going for secionals den to be here alone at home..haizz....later maybe im taking my passport..

wan didnt come to school

2004-08-04T14:43:00.000+08:00

todae quite boring lah.i juz got my new blogskin..wif hanis help(of cause)..hehe..HE didnt come to skool todae..coz he was sick..boring!!later cnnt see him leh..aarrrr..he didnt call me yest also:(
i kept waiting but maybe he was sleeping coz he was sick after all.so now hanis and me is late for band...gtg!!tatah!

hanis msg for aisah: aisah has this sickness :p 'madness wit so called HE'

boring dae at home

2004-08-01T14:15:00.000+08:00

today i dint go anywher,juz at home doing nthg..so i update lorr..hehe*haizz..i keep tinking bout yestdae band..haizz...i bcome the asst i/c den stnd infront wah...(action ah!)den i did my oral..haha,very funny tok nonsense..bout MRT..hahaz..after oral i wen to change den wen to tune my instrument..den wen for the parade at the parade square for national dae(coming soon)haizz...so excited..i can play u noe...hehe
i wen home at about 4 after combine..den he wen to mcdonalds wif hes frenz while im wif my frenz..den wen me and my frenz come out of mcdonalds..he also wen out at the same time..wah...so hapi..but den he wen some wher..so i wen home first..haizz...

thers some more story behind all dis but cant tell..top secret..haha

i miss every one..

2004-07-27T19:07:00.000+08:00

helu folks...me nthg to do now...update*update*...blablabla...haizz..me miss everyone so much...
my sis in italy rite now,she never wen online so long...my brother always work work,,wen out wif ~ehem~...me solo-molo..haiz,my luck..todae i didnt go 4 band.haizz.need to go to doctor to check on my condition.but!!the doctor wasnt ther!!my chance had flown away~(to go back wif him.hehe)i didnt get my scores yet from shira..haizz..how to play??uuumm...me juz finished my hw..so hapi...he haven kol me yet though..haizz...call lah!!
oklah..me gtg alr ah..mom calling..
sis calling and and...uuhmm..dats all byebye..

boringboring day

2004-07-17T16:44:00.000+08:00

boombaby!!ME didnt go to skool todae, so i am not wasting my time blogging.

updateupdate!!woohoo!

The doctor grant me from going to skool for todae.so here i am feeling so bored.i need to take a rest thought,but it always end up to be pathetically boring.i took the medicine already.feeling so fine now.hope i wont get sick dis coming monday.today i didnt go for band wasnt fun.so damn bored..juz bcoz im sick,now i cant do sports activity any more...haizz..

ive finished designing for my saxophone section t-shirt!!so excited..quite nice..i mean VERY nice ah.haha..gtg byez..

sicksicksick

2004-07-16T16:36:00.000+08:00

ive been sick for 6 daes now and ive not recovered yet.i didnt go to skool todae coz my mom told me not to and shell be taking me to the doctor again.ive been 2 times to the docs for dis week alr...its no fun at all being in the house all dae long.and iam granted to go to skool tomolo for band...the doctor grant me..haizz..so boring..i still got fever and flu thought.now i cant use my new shoe for band..unless its red,,i can use but..it is red so i cant use it daily to skool..haizz...gtgz

*aisahz*

waiting for band pracs.

2004-07-14T14:47:00.000+08:00

me very sick todae..haizz...still got to go to skool coz of the math test tingy...the math paper sux seh...i got lots of blanks..hehe..didnt study obviously..now me waiting 4 band pracs(at hanis house now)..wondering how am i going to blow my sax later on...wish me lots of luck 4 the band later..byez..peace out..

how boring can todae be??

2004-07-12T18:54:00.000+08:00

im having a bad dae todae...i was sick the whole dae...got headache,fever,stomach ache...later,ill be taking panadol again.haizz...juz now at skool i must act 4 literiture..haiz so hard to be the FATHER..must shout lah...throw tings lah...and he(wan..hehe)didnt even called me yet.so boring.me got to rest ah..very tired...gtg..byezz

hanis house

2004-07-05T17:47:00.000+08:00

firstly i waited asmah at the interchange for 2o minutessss. after so tired standing up, then, i decided to play my saxophone there(hehe kidding larrr) took 60 and went to hanis' house... went in and saw how BEAUTIFUL hanis' house is! we then played our instrument..hanis' room was full of happyhouse thing u noe... all girly-girly stuff hahah... i then played her piano.. then here i am blogging.. while eating the MAMEE monster hehe.. ok gtg now.. byeee.

my frens..

2004-06-22T14:25:00.000+08:00

20th june 2004,

i was invited to a picnic wif my pri6 frens...wen we reach ther wif all my bestfrens...the 5 of us...we were together since pri5..we r together for 2 years...now we r in diff skool alr...haizz.....so wen we reach at the place..we met wif our other frens..but they are all very open-minded...they wld say all the bad stuff loudly as if its their world...so 5 of us wen to sumwher else but still cld see them from ther...hehe...(its near lah)so we talked ther and enjoy everyting we did ther...me and athirah(he b'dae tt dae)walked along the beach juz the 2 of us...we r very close...and we decided to get wet so we jumped in the water and sat at the sand and we did throw at each other sand and water...and the other soon join us(onli the 5 of us)but except for natashs..she is afraid to get wet...hehe...so she stay ther and watch our stuff...i miss them so much and hoped we were never saperated...ever!!we took a pic at TM after the picnic..and i will always remember them..(dats the purpose of taking the picture,duh!)